New Year, Same Attitude

I think it is fair to say that I officially suck at blogging. I know I always say that I have so much going on but that is absolutely true and I am sorry for it.

To start this off I just want to say HAPPY NEW YEAR! 

2016 is going to be a great year, why? Because I have simply made a list of my yearly goals in this wonderful thing I call a planner.

Number 1 on my list is probably the most basic one ever, workout as much as possible. Yes I know it's basic but the reason I put it at the top is because I am serious about it. I joined a gym last October and I am committed to changing myself into someone I am comfortable to be in. This goes along with number 2, eating better. I simply say this because I have become a hypochondriac. The internet is a terrible thing to look at when you think something is wrong with you, seriously don't do it. It has told me I should have 2 different types of cancer. DO NOT LISTEN TO THE INTERNET.

Number 3 is to save more money. Now that I have payments and bills to make I need to keep better control of my finances. I don't like the cheap stuff and that is causing a problem.

Number 4 and 5 go hand in had and that is to do good and be happy. To simply enjoy life.

Number 6 is to stay organized. I am actually a very organized person, hence the planner, but I need to stay in control of it and up to date with it. It holds my life.

Number 7 is to just be a better person, that is pretty self-explanatory right?

Number 8 is to take better care of myself, I mentioned this before and it is mainly telling myself to stay off the internet and just to take better care of my body, such as like stress reliever and face masks, stuff like that.

Number 9 is to enjoy the little things. I don't think I pay enough attention to this and I need to.

Number 10 is to do my best at everything. No need to explain that.

Number 11 is to make good choices, obvi a good one.

Number 12 is to prove everyone wrong. I want to prove that I am a good person and I can accomplish what people think I can't.

Number 13 is to LOVE MYSELF I cannot stress this enough. I took a minute and realized this is it, I do not get second changes in life and death. This is me and I need to love me.

Number 14 is do not be afraid to try new things. There are so many things out there.

Number 15 is to read more. I get too involved in netflix.

Number 16 is to be happy with my body, I've kind of already talked about this one.

Number 17 is don't fail at college, do my best.

Number 18. Figure out my life plan, what I am going to do with my future.

Number 19 is to move out of my parents house and live on my own.

Number 20 is to start blogging again. This is my sanctuary. I also kind of want to take up Youtube like vlogging and such I just don't know if I will be as successful as I want to be doing it.

Now you know all of my secrets. This is it. Make this your year and accomplish what you want. Love every second of it.

Thanks for reading! -xoxo Rach

Truth Comes Out

I am sorry it has been forever since I have posted. I have not found much inspiration lately. But lately I have been feeling down in the dumps, mostly because I have felt sort of alone. My boyfriend and I have just celebrated our 3 year anniversary yesterday. Then I sort of realized I have a very limited amount of close friends. My one good friend goes to college 4 hours away and we don't talk like we used to. I had a really good friend, we could talk, then it all stopped. I can't say anything because I think I have already said enough but I want to. Really bad.
I made a mistake and I cannot get it off my mind. I consider what if I make it again what will happen? I need to stop doing it but I just can't stop thinking about it.
College has also been kicking my ass too. I have been working and doing homework constantly. I recently got promoted to a manager at work and I love the money but I am so overwhelmed. I should be doing homework right now since I do not have to work today but I needed to vent. I created this blog as a secret way out. I have told very little people about it. I needed this as a way to escape from my reality. I love this blog. I love having a way out of reality.

Uh Oh

Okay so some stuff started to take a trip down hill. That new car I got, yeah funny story. I was at work and I park in a crappy parking lot and my car went underwater in a horrible flood and they totaled it out. Not even 2 weeks old, so I am back to hitting the car lots all over again. 
Bright side I did not get it licensed yet so I did not lose any money. 
Plus my college is paid for:)
Sorry short post just wanted to update!

On That College Grind

Hello Friends!
So things are changing and they are changing too fast. 
I am ready for the fall and some changes but there are some things I am not ready for. 
I am scared of college but I have had some experience in the college world. But this is just really starting to get to me. I have so many different thoughts about it and I am confused. I am not actually living on campus. I decided to go to a college in my town due to scholarship money and I am glad financially but I am just sad I am going to be missing out on the college experience. 
I also want to move out of my parents' house but money is of course an issue as always. My mother also has issues about me living with my boyfriend of nearly 3 years. She has her views and I have mine. 
I also received exciting news about college though. I should be able to graduate a whole semester early! I was thinking about booking it and trying to cut that semester down by working extra hard and fitting 15 more credit hours into 2 semesters. 
If you are reading this and are in high school, take college credits! It will be cheaper and make things a whole lot easier! 
Thank you guys so much for reading!!!
-xoxo Rach

Update!!!

Hey everyone! 
Quick update, my life is going good! Things are starting to look up and it is such a relief. Those of you who have been reading my blog for a while you know my struggles and the intense decisions I have been having to make. 
Well all of that is starting to look up now. 
Money is still kind of a problem but I am working on it! 
I just keep moving forward and working through the issues. 
More to come!

Thanks for reading

-xoxo Rach

Brightness is Happiness

Hello Friends! 
You may notice things are getting a lot brighter over here! (the page;)) 
I have noticed that brighter things make for a more positive outlook. My own personal opinion. I noticed that I am surrounded by a lot of dark colors and it honestly makes me feel kinda muggy and I hate it so I have started to brighten things up! 

So moral of this story is brightness is happiness. Keep a positive light in your mind. It really brightens things up!

In other news, a lot has been happening in my life! I have received good news and bad news so obviously everything evens out. 

Not much for this post just kind of wanted to update!

-xoxo Rach

Books, Books, & More Books!

This post is for all you book readers out there! My friend introduced me to a website where you can purchase books for extremely cheap. I purchased 'Beautiful Creatures' series for $15 and the books came in great condition!
http://bookoutlet.com is an amazing website! Although it may not have all the books you are looking for such as it does not have 'City of Bones' series in full, you can get some of them at a ridiculously low price! 
Books are expensive, I won't lie, and what you will read them once? Maybe twice? This website is a great way to save money!
If you are like me and love to read books go check them out! You will not be disappointed! Go Go Go!!